heart freakin broken
so yea
not dating anyone ever again. i’d rather be alone. i really mean that statement. i cried so much, and i can’t sleep because i’m in love and he wanted to just be friends.
going to start jogging as soon as my horrendous gut pain goes away. i really mean that too cus i lost 12 lbs from just walking, just 40 more to go and ill be good.
my mom has been lying up a storm. i wanted to choke her. its best if we barely have contact cus i dont know what to do in order for her to cut the shit.
my hair grew back, planning on putting caramel highlights in once the winter goes to fuck itself.
i got plans to better myself. im tired of being depressed, broke, with nothing to do except wallow in my own pity… and allowing my mom or anyone else that tries to walk on me ever again.
february has been crazy. i fell in love, i stood up for myself, i finally lost some weight, im not so anxious anymore… downside is i got my heart broken when i put my guard down!
